Chapter 58
RECONCILED WITH ZANE
Rita’s POV
That very day when I got home, I engaged myself in some random stuff that wouldn’t make me think about Finn. I cooked, ate, rested enough and tried to while away time.
It suddenly drew on me that I was missing someone, Zane! He hasn’t reached out to me yet!
I dialed his number right away. At that moment, I badly wanted his companion.
On the second ring, he finally picked up his call.
“Hello babe, I am back from work” I announced, speaking into the phone.
“Ugh! Why does it sound like it’s been a long long time since we heard each other’s voice?” He said.
“You are right, it’s been a while since we had a heart to heart communication. My bad!” I tried to apologise but I heard him chuckle. Nowadays, he seemed to care less about my uncommitted attitude towards him.
As if he was suspicious that I was cheating on him, now he’s probably no longer interested in the relationship or perhaps, he’s just used to my uncommitted behavior. I don’t know but the feeling of guilt welled up inside of me.
“Zane, I have a confession” I uttered.
Lately, I have been carried away by Finn that I have almost forgotten about him, my boyfriend.
“I know we are at the edge of breaking up” Zane said solemnly.
I was mute for a while, “I agree” I muttered. “And I admit that I am the major reason why our relationship is falling apart. Like Mrs Janet Johnson has said attention and quality time keeps a relationship going but I starved you of my attention these past days instead I diverted it to someone else” I confessed and I heard him exhale deeply. “I am very sorry, maybe I am such a cheat”
He didn’t say a word.
“Also, I have lied to you several times, Zane. I haven’t been faithful, I.. I have not been honest with you for some time now” I felt really guilty.
“I… I noticed Rita and I’m prepared for what may come up soon” Zane replied, sounding like our relationship is coming to an end.
“No, I’m not breaking up with you. I regret everything I have done but I still love you Zane, I love you so much and I am ready to make up things with you again, let’s reconnect and return to the way we used to be” I proposed.
He sighed deeply again.
“Zane” I mentioned his name. “You don’t want us to continue our relationship?” I asked. Looks like he was hesitating. “You don’t love me anymore?”
“Of course, I do. This is just too much for me” He said. “But, it is alright, do not feel bad; maybe I am also at fault” He finally answered.
“I am sorry for everything” I apologized again.
“Can we stop being solemn already? Instead make it up to me like you have said” He cheered, sounding delighted.
“I know exactly what you want” I giggled “My once in a blue moon surprise!”
“Hmmmn maybe you are right but I don’t wanna see you naked if you don’t wanna see me naked!” He said.
“Alrigght fine! I wanna see you pants down! I will ignore the wetness, I mean the s*xual urge is normal. It is very normal to get horny after being all lascivious”
“Are you sure I won’t perceive your motherfvcking arousal from where I am?” He asked.
I scoffed; “I am ready for whatever” I said remembering how I was so certain the last time.
“I see. And you know what, I would love to finally have a video call with you!” he suggested.
“Really? Marvelous!” I exclaimed.
“You must be ready to see me in action”
“I’m more than ready for you! A video call chat with you is something I have been looking forward to” I remarked. Just then, his incoming video call popped in, chiming till I swiped to the receiver.
“Hold on a second Zane, watch me go change into a lingerie that would blow your mind” I said as I moved to my closest and picked a red silky net-like lingerie because the color red gave a kind of lustful vibe.
Haven, half-dressed up in the lingerie, I placed my phone vertically on the dressing table, so he could see my full body.NôvelDrama.Org owns this.
Somehow, sex chatting with Zane this way has rekindled my suppressed feelings for him. I guess I was the one who hurt myself by dancing along to Finn’s tune in the first place but right now, I was less concerned Finn but more excited that Zane and I are getting along again and he was finally having a video call with me, an erotic one! It may be awkward yet I mustered up the courage to be ready for him in view of the fact that if I am not sexually enlightened and active now, how about when we finally meet physically?
I felt goosebumps all over me as every single tiny hair on my skin stood.
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To Be Continued