Want to Play A Game

As I’m standing there frozen, looking through the door hole staring at him, I am instantly getting wet. I’m craving for him to satisfy me, but I don’t open my door; I am too nervous. I just let him knock and watch as he does so.

Wanting to rub myself but never doing it before, I feel embarrassed, but just glancing at him; I crave all of him. He soon leaves because I don’t answer the door.

I shuffle back to my bed gasping and ask myself, what the fuck is happening to me? I have never had an infatuation like this before, but it’s like I crave him; I demand him.

I am so uneasy, I keep tossing in bed side to side. I despise the way he has influenced me no one has ever made me want something so badly before.

It’s like I am mesmerized by him, and I am waiting for him to instruct me to do whatever he wishes me to do. What the hell is wrong with me, I am clearly not his type. I have a fat ass, I guess I’m a little thicker than most girls.

I get up to get a glass of water. I go to the door and open it as silent as possible. I was maybe just wishing to see him outside in the hallway but it’s like 3:00 in the morning. I must be the only one awake in my building. I shut my door quick not wanting anybody to notice that I opened it.

Since I can’t sleep I just get ready for work. I decide to go into work early since I had to work so late yesterday. If I can get off work early hopefully Jake will come and give me the satisfaction I am waiting for.

I decide to get into the shower to start my day with a fresh start. As I am washing my body a urge comes over me. All I crave is my neighbor touching my body all over, washing me and giving me every fantasy that I desire. With that thought, I think it’s time to get out of this shower and get dressed.

I have to get out of this apartment building just so I can think about something else, besides needing to fuck my neighbor.

I am so fidgety, I go to leave my apartment it’s like 5:30 in the morning now. I go to sneak out, first I peek through my door hole no one is out there. I’m going to make a run for it. I open my door quietly, trying to slip out.

I feel like I am a teenager trying to sneak out of the house. I never did that when I was younger, I was always a good girl. I open the door and begin to tip toe out the door.

I continue to walk down the hallway, I can hear his door open. I can’t do anything, I won’t make it back to my apartment he will see me. I just stop as he is coming out the door before he sees me.

He comes walking up to me my heart skips a beat. He suddenly says, “Hi you get up early.”

I smile, “Yeah I’m getting ready to leave for work.”

He then mentions, “As you can tell I’m your new neighbor, my name is Matt.”

I bite my lip and look at him hi Matt.

“My name is Jessica but you can call me Jess or anything you would like to. I mean my name is Jessica.” He then smiles says, “Well it’s nice to officially meet you.”

” Yes, it is nice to meet you also, if you ever desire anything, I’m just down hall I always have sugar I reply.” He looks at me saying well that is always nice to know if I need sugar, I know where to go.

Well, I’ll see you later, I better go to work. As I go to walk pass him he reaches out and touches my arm sending tingles through my entire body.

I instantly get wet, he says, “If you desire anything don’t be hesitant to ask either.”

I smile saying thank you as I bite my bottom lip trying to handle myself.

While I’m walking to the bus, all I can think about is how seductive he seems. Why is he on my mind?

My phone rings, I see it’s Jake.

I answer, Hey Jake what’s up?” He then says, Would you like me to come over tonight?” I can come over anytime and I can stay the night if you would prefer me too?” I get thrilled, “Of course that would be wonderful.” I’m going into to work now to get a early start, so I should get off earlier.”

He suddenly says, “Well I’ll bring dinner.” What do you want? I respond, “Surprise me!” He says, “Okay I will do that, I am going to get going I love you, I’ll  see you tonight Jessica.”

I am so excited that Jake is coming over. I can get what I have been desiring and craving all night. I just hope that he is in the mood to have sex. I swear if he claims he is too tired, I am going to lose my shit.

I get to the office. I have a mile of paperwork that has to be done. As I’m doing it, I can’t wait for tonight, maybe this will help me stop my sexual thoughts about my neighbor.NôvelDrama.Org owns this.

This paperwork is taking forever. I’m trying to get all my work finished, so I can get home at a reasonable hour. I don’t want to have to work late again. I want no lecture from Jake claiming that I work too late, and more excuses why he is not in the mood.

I suddenly go into a daze thinking about Matt, my panties instantly get wet becoming soaked by the seconds. I don’t understand what is happening. I have never felt this way before about anybody else besides Jake. Having desires is alright, its just a fantasy, it’s not like I’m going to act on these urges with anybody else. Right?