Book TRK
Chapter 1089 I Can't Accept It
Chapter 1089 I Can't Accept It
Crystal's POV:
I trudged back to my palace in low spirits, slumping on the bench in the garden. I could feel my heart slowly dying inside me.
Rufus had been so cold to me, as if I were an outsider. It had only been last night when we made love so passionately, yet he had treated me like INôvel/Dr(a)ma.Org - Content owner.
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A sob broke out of me. It wasn't his fault. He hadn't been completely sober last night, and probably hadn't recognized me.
I should be relieved that Rufus did not discover my identity, but it was the last thing on my mind. I was barely holding myself back from storming into
his room and screaming at him that it had been me last night.
I pulled at my hair in frustration. Things could not be any worse than they were now. Goddess, what should I do?
"Rufus is about to have a new mate and move on. Isn't that what you have long foreseen?” Yana's voice came to me. "You've been expecting this, so
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Startled, I whirled around to see Laura through my tears. "What are you doing here?"