The things we do
WARNING! TRIGGERING MATURE CONTENT!
Nikolai’s POV
My head swirled with thoughts of today’s events as I staggered through my bedroom door. Alcohol did nothing to lighten the load on my chest nor the rage I was feeling. I buried my head in my hands as I sat at the edge of my bed. Why had I let him escape? Why did I do something so stupid?
“Why did I…” I swallowed, clutching at my hair with shaky hands. I knew it could not have been helped but I couldn’t help but feel so stupid about everything. My chest began to heave once more when I stared at Elle’s portrait on the wall. I had failed her. I had failed once more. I let her murderer escape when he was right in front of me.
I raved with anger as my thoughts went to the prisoner. I had the perfect revenge tool against Jonas right in my grasp for weeks now. And instead of taking out my revenge and making her suffer like I was supposed to, I was out here playing nice to her. I even let them convince me to feed her! She didn’t deserve any of it.Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g
My heart filled up with bitterness every time the memory of my wolf proclaiming her as my mate came to mind. And each time if felt like I was betraying Elle even more… like I was cheating on her memory. It did nothing to honor her memory. I was doing nothing. Absolutely nothing. But I would reverse that now.
Clenching my fists, I made my way to the room where the prisoner was staying on shaky legs. I would hurt Jonas the exact way he had hurt me.
I saw her jump up in surprise when I swung the door open. She looked up at me in confusion at first, and then I saw her expression change to one of fright when I slowly approached her. I grappled her by the neck as I pushed her hard against the wall. She spluttered and began to struggle as she lightly tapped her hand against mine. But I didn’t stop…
I wouldn’t…
I shook with anger as the day of Elle’s death replayed in my head. I drew her closer to me and then pushed her harder against the wall until I saw trails of blood begin to spew from her mouth.
I growled as I saw Jonas grab Elle out of the car in my mind’s eye. I looked up at the prisoner, grabbing her roughly by the collar of her dress, earning a sharp cry from her.
“P-please… please, I-I’m sorry…” She begged, as I pushed her against the bedpost and tied her arms together with a string just like they had done to Elle.
Elle had begged too. But they didn’t listen. Nobody listened…
I would do to his daughter exactly what they had done to Elle. Let’s see how he would continue to smirk after that.
Liyah’s POV
I was beyond confused when I saw the alpha barge into my room. I hadn’t seen him for a few days now. And from the anger in his eyes, I could tell that I was in trouble. I tried to recall if there was anything I had done earlier that would warrant his anger, but I couldn’t come up with anything. I hadn’t done anything to anger him. He hadn’t treated me badly for a while now so I was also kind of confused.
Before I could comprehend what exactly was happening, he had grabbed me by the neck and squeezed tightly. This time he didn’t stop. I tapped on his hand in desperation as I felt all the air begin to drain from my lungs. In response he pushed me harder against the wall repeatedly until I began to taste blood in my mouth.
He stopped for a second and glared up at me, and I could feel goosebumps spread all over my skin. I was scared of him but for some reason it was different this time. I had never seen such anger in his eyes. Without warning he dragged me off the wall and to the bedpost, grabbing a piece of wire from the ceiling and binding both my hands.
“P-please… please, I-I’m sorry…” I cried as the string dug deep into my wrists.
But he didn’t stop. My eyes widened in shock when I felt something poke my butt. When he eased up behind me, I realized it was his arousal.
“No!!” I yelled, lowering myself to the floor as I realized what was about to happen.
He clapped one huge hand over my mouth and pushed me forward roughly. I gasped out in pain as my chest connected with the bedpost, making more blood spew out from my lips.
I tapped against his hand in desperation as he ripped my dress open. This couldn’t be happening. Tears poured down my face in torrents as I struggled to escape his grip. In a desperate attempt, I widened by mouth and bit the inside of his palm with all the strength I could muster.
“Help!” I screamed as loudly as I could when I had the chance. “Somebody please-”
I didn’t have the chance to finish as his hand quickly came back to to my mouth. This time he procured a piece of cloth he used to gag me. I shook with fear as he raised the remains of my dress up to my hips and ripped off my underwear.
“P-please,” I begged through the gag, my body racking with sobs. Anything but this… I would do all the chores for the rest of my life if he wanted. Anything but this…
But he wouldn’t stop there. I struggled to free myself from the binds when I heard him unzip his pants but to no avail.
I shut my eyes from the pain and let out a muffled scream when he forcefully penetrated me.
But he didn’t stop there.
I felt him ease up to adjust his position, and then he began to push into me. Pain shot up my core with each thrust, and after a while I felt warm liquid run down my legs.
My chest felt so heavy and for a moment I couldn’t breathe. The tears dripped from my chin to my chest as I shut my eyes and prayed for it to be over. I tried to think of anything else to distract me. Anything else to occupy my mind apart from his grunting.
Finally, he let out a loud grunt, pulling out and shoving me forward. My eyelids felt heavy and swollen as I let myself fall onto the floor. My body felt too weak to hold on.
I could hear him breathing hard as he zipped up his pants and walked out without a word.
This time I did try to hold back the tears as they washed over my face.