Book TRK
Chapter 465
Chapter 465
Chapter 465
“The truth is, I don’t know why I love you. I just can’t control my feelings for you. I also don’t know how
long I will love you. People say that loving someone is forever, never leave them. the other, but I don’t
know if I’ll feel the same way about you until the kingdom comes.”
“And the lie?”
“The lie is, I love you and want to be with you forever.”
I laugh bitterly. He’s telling me the truth. Forever is a long time, so who knows what will happen in the Content © copyrighted by NôvelDrama.Org.
future? Those who simply make such a promise are either liars or impulsive. Unfortunately, I was
previously blind and foolishly fell for Carson’s deception to finally end up in such a miserable
state. “Actually, I don’t love Carson. I really don’t love him. Since I found out that he cheated on me and
did so many despicable things to me, my love for him has ceased to exist. You said that hate is only as
strong as love, and I don’t deny the truth of that statement, but my revenge on him has nothing to do
with love. I guess I’m just resentful.
“So you like me?”
“I don’t know. I guess I’m a little scared of you.”
“Because?”
“Your mood is volatile. In addition, you are petty and petty. I’m worried every second of every day,
worried that you’ll make life difficult for me if I piss you off. As you say, I really thought once of asking
your help to get revenge on Carson, but I’m afraid you’ll see right through me, so I tread with caution as
if I’m walking on thin ice. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have allowed you to bully me like that considering my
temperament.”
“Is that your impression of me?” Eric was very surprised.
“Didn’t you know that?”
“No. I thought you would at least like me a little bit.” His hand that was holding my leg tightened.
“I dare not like you.”
“Because?”
“It is important not to try something beyond our reach. What right do I have to like someone when I’m in
such a situation right now?” I laugh wryly.
“I forbid you to look at yourself like that. Lilian, you are a kind and beautiful woman. You are worthy of
love.”
“Kind? I’m not kind. If I was kind, I would let go, allowing Carson and Jolene to be together. In fact, I am
wicked, willing to do anything to achieve my goal.” With that, I sighed. If I were kind, I wouldn’t be
associating with him right now. No matter how open society is, my behavior is now
inappropriate. “However, I admit that I have something to do with beauty. I was very pretty when I was
young, although now I’m a little dirty.”
“Lilian, why don’t you try to approach this with a different method and with a different perspective? Is it
really that hard for you to step forward?”
“Take a step forward? Are you referring to betraying my marriage vows?” I laugh lightly. “Eric Walker,
will you believe I’m really over him if I give myself to you?”
“You could?” He looked right into my eyes.
– No. Even if I do, I’ll only give myself to a man I can trust. As for you, I can think of no reason why I
should depend on you. I could hear that my voice was extremely hollow.
“Why am I unreliable?”