Lonely Bride

SARAH’S POV

It’s been two days already, but I wasn’t getting the right opportunity to call Ivan.

Sometimes Bella or any other staff member And sometimes Sean himself was around me.

I am not in a position to take any risks because I know this will be my last opportunity. I am getting rid of this place and this selfish man.

Selfish? Yes, he is indeed a shellfish.

When a person is ready to take his kids away from their mother, it is selfish.

Though he said he would never take the babies away from me, how can I trust him now when he has already broken my trust not once but many times?

If he wanted kids, he could’ve been honest with me, but he practically forced me to have sex with him by blackmailing Parminder and his family.

This man is nothing but a mean bastard. He just knows how to give pain to others.

To ignore me from the day of our wedding until today. He had deceived me every fucking time.

And me being stupid always makes things positive. Sometimes I hate myself for being such a selfless person.

Why can’t I be the selfish bitch?

People used my goodness and threw me away like trash.

I always wanted love in my life. But sadly, I never got any.

My parents were never there for me, and my grandparents loved my father and never let me enjoy myself. And when it comes to choosing my life partner, They even snatched that right from me and married me off to someone who was never willing to do this marriage.

The person who was logging for love in her life now gets scared of getting a little affection from anyone.

All my life, I stayed in a hostel and was always stuck in my room and classroom. I had neither friends nor a social life. Maybe that’s why I am not street smart. Maybe that’s why I always miss judging people.

Maybe that’s why I don’t see the actual intention of their deeds towards me.

My mind warned me many times about Sean, but it was my heart that always pushed me toward him.

I don’t know now whom to trust-my heart or my mind?

This time, Sean has crossed the line for my patient. This time, it’s not about me. This time, it’s about my kids.

Kids whom he might or might not want to snatch from me, but I can’t take any risk.

This time, I won’t let anyone fool me.

Did he want an heir?

Well, he will get it, but I will not give his name to my kids.

They will remain my kids. If he wants his heir, Then he has to produce more with someone else, but these kids are mine.

This time I will surely run away from him, but I will not hide.

And poor him; even the law cannot take my kids away from me. Moreover, I have everything to provide the best of the best life to my kids, so he has no reason to take them away from me, nor can any law.

I was always doubting why he had so much security for me, but now I have all the answers.

He is hiding me from his so-cold girlfriend? Well, well, well, I will give her a surprise, but not till I get my babies in my arms.

I cannot risk their lives for anything. I don’t know how that bitch will react knowing about my babies. I still have not forgotten the way she used to do something or other to hurt me, whether it was physical or emotional.

My thoughts were broken when I heard footsteps.

“Hey,” Sean said, looking at me sitting on the chair and looking outside the window.

Hi,” I replied once I looked at him and went back to my old position.

“Why are you sitting here alone at this time?” He asked me to come toward him and massage my shoulders.

My body was surely getting relaxed a little, but my mind was foggy.

“I just wanted to sit and read today,” I replied in one go.

“Hmm, listen, I have an annual meeting with the shareholders today.

The meeting might be a little long, so don’t wait for me for lunch.

And can you please inform the staff not to disturb me until I ask for it?

Gosh, I have completely forgotten about this. Thanks to Eric’s call, he says. He leaves me and walks towards the closet.

I look back to when he was looking for a tie to match his well-fitted suit.

He was talking while wearing elegant clothes, and I was wondering how it could look deceiving.

How can such an elegant-looking man be so dark on the inside? How does he shamelessly cheat on his girlfriend?

“My study will be locked from inside so naughty Bella doesn’t barge anytime in. Today’s meeting is very important, so I would rather lock it from the inside. However, please inform Alvera of the same, so she can take care of the rest.”

His expert hands were moving so fast that he was looking at himself in the mirror.

Turning around, he takes his phone back in his hand, which he had kept a while ago to look for his tie.

“See you later, babe.” He came back to me, kissed my four heads, and walked out the door in a hurry.

Getting up from my chair first thing, I informed the staff and Alvera the same and told them I am very sleepy, so I am going to sleep for an hour, so don’t disturb me either.

I padded back to my room and looked at the door behind me, padding again back to my closet. I looked for the phone in my bag and turned it on while coming back to my bed.

“Ivan,” I said the moment Ivan picked up after a few rings.

“Rose?” His voice was full of surprise, or perhaps shock.

“It’s me.” My voice cracked as I got a little overwhelmed at hearing his voice after a long time.

“How are you? And where the fuck are you? Do you even know how worried I was?” His voice started with gentleness but turned harsh and annoying.

I knew he would be mad, and somehow I was prepared to get this reaction, and I can’t even say anything the same. He has all the right to get mad at me at this moment.

“I am fine,” I replied after some time.

“How’s my baby girl?” This made me smile a little.

“She is fine. Amm.” I hesitate a little to ask for his help.

“What happened? Are you alright?” His voice was worried.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.

“I… I need help?” I finally said it after some silence.

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