Kill Me, Heal Me

Chapter 132 Why shoud I forgive?

"May, what are you doing?"

Ethan Mo who hurried in, saw May Ning kneeling on the ground, and there were guilt and distress appeared his eyes. When he lifted her up from the ground forcefully, Ethan found that her forehead was bloody and very badly injured.

He yelled outside the door at once: "Xu Xing, call a doctor! Now!"

"Ethan, don't stop me. Everything is my fault. I am willing to confess my guilt. As long as Belle can forgive me, I will die here. It's all worth it."

May's body trembled violently. She struggled in Ethan's arms and was kneeling down again. Ethan stopped her at last and pressed her against the wall: "Knock it off! I know this has nothing to do with you, May! It's not your fault!"

"Ethan, don't comfort me anymore." May shrugged her shoulders, crying hard and leaning on his arms weakly, "My parents...they did it for me...Belle is hospitalized because of me...Ethan...Don't you blame my parents, please...they only did it for me..."

Ethan Mo patted her back lightly, and his tone softened: "May, I never blamed it on you. This matter has nothing to do with you."

"But, will Belle forgive me?"

May Ning and looked at Belle Ye with guilt and said a sincere tone: "Belle, can you forgive me?"

Ethan Mo also turned head to her with a glimmer of expectation flashed in his eyes.

On the bed, Belle Ye squinted.

May Ning's words echoed in her ears, but except for ridiculous, she could not think of another adjective to describe it.

Good acting though.

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All of a sudden, May's face turned pale with tears felling down, and then she was going to kneel again but was caught by Ethan.

Ethan's eyes flashed in surprise and looked over in disbelief.

While Belle Ye did not look at any of them, and she spoke in a hoarse tone, with determination: "I don't want to see you anymore!"

"Belle, I..."

"Fuck off!"

Her throat was sore because of emotions, which caused a slight twitch on her face, but the hand hidden under the quilt was clenched into a fist.

May covered her face and fled the ward, leaving the sentence "I'm sorry". Ethan Mo chased her to the door and asked Xu Xing: "Follow her and send her back home safely."

"Right away." Xu turned around and went after May Ning immediately.

In the ward, there was a sudden silence.

Ethan Mo walked to her bed and looked at her indifferent sleeping face condescendingly, with mixed feelings in his heart.

He clearly heard the sound of his heartbeat that was rhythmic and steady.

"It was her parents who instigated them to hurt you. It has nothing to do with May Ning." He said, glanced at her reaction, and then continue, "Why can't you forgive her?"

Belle Ye could no longer keep pretending to be asleep, and she suddenly opened her eyes, "Her parents want to hurt me, why should I forgive her?"

"Because it has nothing to do with her."

Belle Ye sneered silently. In his opinion, everything she did was a crime, while no matter it was killing people or setting a fire, May Ning would have nothing to do with it.

But didn’t she know this conclusion a long time ago?

Why did it still hurt?

"Well, I said it has something to do with her."

Ethan looked at her expressionlessly, "You really not going to forgive her?"

"What? I should forgive her just because she confessed? Her parents nearly killed me and my child! Why should I!?"

As the shadow on the top of her head fell, the raised hand of Ethan’s fell. Belle just closed her eyes without a dodge, holding her head stubbornly to bear the slap that was about to fall.

"Was it because you still love me?"

Instead of the expected pain and slap, Ethan’s hand was touching her skinny cheek, gently and tenderly. Belle opened her eyes and saw a rare kind of softness and expectation on his face that she

never saw before.

She did not know how to react at the moment.

"Oh, you wish." She reached out and pushed his hand away.

"You are a good liar, woman. Whatever comes out of your mouth, you sound sincere and affirmative, but do you know what? I don’t believe it, I don’t believe every word you say."

"It turns out that you are not too stupid to be hopeless."

"Belle Ye, you still love me, just admit it." He approached her and suddenly grabbed her hand buried under the quilt. The big, warm hand of him wrapped her small one, and he looked at her with his deep, soulful eyes whose pupils seemed to be shining and illuminate the entire night sky like a thousand stars.

"You said you don't love me, but it's a lie. See, if you don’t, you wouldn't have been refusing to forgive her just now. If you don’t, you should forgive her and then look at me with her coldly instead of putting on an aggrieved and unwilling face like this..."

Ethan gently touched her raised eyebrows and felt the familiar line of her. Even in the past five years, she changed too much, but what belonged to her was still there.

While Belle did not expect it at all.

"I don't love you. Five years ago when you sent me to prison. All my feelings for you disappeared at that moment."

She then raised her left hand, and showed him her ring finger, "Otherwise, how could I get married and have a baby? How could I not come back for five years?"

The expectation of Ethan's face vanished and was replaced by a kind of sadness.

"You’re lying to yourself, Ethan Mo. I’m so over you. As for what happened between me and May Ning, that’s none of your business."

"Liar!" He interrupted her loudly and the emotion showed in his eyes were complex, but he did not lose the hand of her, "I admit that I was too ruthless to send you to prison five years ago, but why did you run? Why did you come back then? And why did you run from me over and over again?"

"Belle Ye, you still have a feeling for me, and that’s why you fled. You’re afraid that you’ll be trapped in the inextricable feelings again, aren’t you?"