CHAPTER THIRTY SIX
“What?” I asked Jace angrily cause he looks like a fool looking at me. So did the two who did nothing but grin. Dane is gone and we are the only ones here in Jace’s office.
It’s also been a few months since we’ve noticed that Dane seems to be changing. She’s always happy to be inspired but doesn’t want to open up to us. She’s always checking her phone and always smiling.
The last time I saw her talking to Wallace and there seemed to be something in their conversation but she said it was about Dylan. I wish her all the best. I want her to be happy as well as we are. It will be an unfair thing is if we are happy then she is not.
I just hung up my cellphone to call Yara and say hello when it beeped and she sent a message.
‘If anything happened I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH.’
She used to send me this message every day. Sometimes she would tell me to always take care of the twins and not let them down. I knew she was worried and I couldn’t blame her.
Everything is ok. She is about to give birth. Since we came from the hospital that day, I did not let her move, Literally. Sometime Avel visited her and helped her. Good thing I know his secret so I have no reason to get jealous.
She always wears a diaper and only changes it when I come home. I would pick her up and take her to the bathroom for her to clean when there is dirt. But if it’s just urine, I help her in the bed.
At first, it was hard, but eventually, I got used to it too. The good thing to know is that she is also pregnant with twins now. A girl and a boy. She has a regular check-up but she does not go to the hospital. The doctor comes with her.
I bought hospital stuff for her for the doctor to use when she went she visited her. Aside from the two nurses, I hired two maids also. I want Yara to feel ok, to make her feel comfortable.
I look at the time. I used to do it every day. From time to time I am fucking excited to go home to see her. I understand the feeling of these three idiots when their wives are pregnant.
For how many months I never had sex. I release my juice sometimes playing cocky. I am satisfied with it even though at first I was disgusted. Yara told me she’s fine if I will find someone to please me. She understands that I am a man that it’s hard for us not to release our lust. It’s ok for her if I will pay me or find a fuckbuddy for the meantime or one nightstand. She will not hates me. She understands my needs.
I tried once but in the middle of our foreplay. Yara’s sad face registered on the woman’s face in front of me so I left and go home. Since then, I played cocky every time it awakes, thinking Yara’s the one who did it to me make me cum more.
Now that she’s in her delivery period I hire Keisha my cousin to stay at home because Yara will give birth at home. We have all the equipment we need for her. The other unit I took and made an extension looked like a clinic because of the hospital equipment. I don’t mind spending money for Yara and my babies’ safety.
Just getting them out properly and safely is ok with me. Then I’ll just think about how to dispose of the hospital supplies I bought. I look at Jace who still hasn’t stopped grinning as well as the two.
“What’s wrong with you, suckers?” I said angrily and then lowered the paper I was holding. Their faces are irritating.
“What are you now? You have the courage to laugh at me and bully me like a fool when I fall in love with Margot. Then you are now even worse than me.” He laughed accompanied by the two.
“TSS.” I throw him a pen which makes him laugh even more. “I am not.”
“Really, man? Admit that you’re already in love with Yara.”
“You know, Blaze, don’t force me to admit if it was;t true.”
“It’s just us, dumbass, don’t be ashamed of us. Been there and done that. In denial to the highest level. But you’re worse.” Phoenix said laughing.
“I am not in denial ok, I am honest to say that I like her and want to spend my life with her. But love? I still had a doubt. I am not sure.”
“I think he did not learn his lesson that Yara hide when she got pregnant. Maybe he wants more like Yara will hide with the twins.” Jace nodded to what Jace said.
“I will suggest that to Yara,” Phoenix said.
“Fuck you Phoenix.” But he only laughs.
“It’s the hardest thing to talk to Zeus so let’s not force him even if it’s obvious. Let’s just hide Yara away when she gives birth.”
“I will kill you, Jace.” They just laughed at what I said at the same time. We are in the middle of our chitchatting when my phone rings. It’s one of the nurses so I answered.
“Yes?”
“Sir, Miss Yara’s stomach is already hurting. The doc said, any moment from now the twins might come out since madam’s uterus is low so it’s not difficult to take the children out.”
“What?” I Stood up because of what I heard.
“What happened?”
“Yara is about to give birth,” I replied with accompanying concern and joy. “I’ll go now.” I didn’t hear anything from them so go. But when I got to the parking lot they complied as well.
“Where do you go?” I asked as they all approached my car.
“We go with you.”
“What?”
“Hurry, dumbass.” But instead of riding in the back, Phoenix sat on the driver set. “Relax, I’m on board.” I sat at the back next to Blaze who was laughing.
I don’t know if I’m the only one that feels that Phoenix drives slowly, but shit he’s really slow. It’s like I want to stop and I’ll sit down to drive.
“Fuck, Phoenix, you’re too slow to drive.”
“What’s slow? We’re 150KPH. It’s too much for the limit.” It’s 150KPH, but why is it still slow?
This is how it feels to be close to seeing your children? I can’t explain how I feel. Excited or happy.
I took my phone and dialed the maid’s number. For sure the two nurses are already in the room.
“How is she?”
“We don’t know sir. But earlier they got into trouble inside.”Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org
“What? Why?”
“Maam doesn’t seem to respond. She seems to have severe bleeding. That’s what we heard.”
“Fuck!” I dropped the call. “Phoenix, hurry up. Make 200.”
“Stupid, we’re not in the racing area where at least 350 can make.”
“Fuck!” I was holding in my head because of my negative thoughts.
“What happened?” I didn’t answer Blaze. No one asked them either. Holy fuck. I wished nothing will happen to her. She is brave and strong so I knew she can handle it.
When we arrived, I immediately jumped in the car even though the car had not been arranged. I no longer waited for them and I ran fast.
When I went inside I caught up with the two maids holding the two babies. They were looking at me so I approached.
“Sir, these are your children.” I look at them both. I don’t know which one is the girl and which one is the boy because they are both wrapped in white. They are peacefully sleeping. They’re both cute like their mother — Yara.
“Where is she?”
“It’s still inside.” The three also arrived so I went inside. When I entered the room. I heard a long sound of the device. At the same time a word I don’t want to hear.
“Flatline doc, the patient doesn’t want to respond.” I heard the nurse say.
“Time of death?” Keisha asked.
“4:14 PM, doc.”
“No,” I whispered as my knees softened. “She can’t die. She can’t leave me.” My tears flowed one after another as I looked at her lifeless body that bathed in her own blood.