Chapter 0539
Hey Loves, so I'm just from reading you comments and you've really told me how you feel.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.
Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and I respect that. I can't do anything to change them and that's is completely okay.
I've gotten some really good criticism and I want to thank those who have pointed me towards my mistakes. I always struggle with writing an ending and that's why it can sometimes come off as rushed. Don't worry I'll be working on that in my next book.
As for Emma and Calvin, I want you all to understand that this was always the way it was supposed to end, at least in this book.
Emma didn't love Calvin, she was sorry for what she did but she never loved him with same depth he loved her. In other words, she loved him but she wasn't in love with him. Calvin deserved to feel that love with someone else given that Emma couldn't reciprocate. Go back to some of her therapy sessions and you'll realize that yes she was remorseful but not because along the way she fell in love with Calvin. She was remorseful because she knew what she put Calvin through wasn't right.
I didn't want to give any spoilers, but my plan was always for them to end up together but not in this book. I envisioned them ending up together after they have both loved other people and have lost. Their friendship during each other's time of need blossoms into something more. Something different, but strong. This was to be witnessed in glimpses through Gunner, in his book.
I know most weren't happy with how things concluded but I hope that this will shed some light on where my mind was when I was writing the ending.
Once again, let me thank all of you for your support and to those who are willing to walk with me through Noah's journey welcome ...See you on soon, bye and take care.�