Chapter 76
Lucas grabbed her hand and led her to his truck. “Are you ok? I take it you talked?” Snake asked.
“Yep. He needs to figure out this Jo situation and I need to figure out, well I told him we need to take a break and figure stuff out.” Sam explained.
“How about pizza for dinner?” Snake asked.
“I don’t think I can eat.” Sam sighed.
“Beautiful you got a baby to think about. You need to try to.” He cautioned.
“You’re right. Pizza sounds good. I’ll try.” Sam smiled.
“That’s my girl.” Snake smiled then frowns. “Sorry just slipped out. I didn’t mean anything by it.”
“It’s fine.” Sam smiled.
When he said that it made her heart flutter. She liked it way too much him calling her his girl. It’s been a month since Smokey was released from the hospital. He’s healed fairly well but still has a couple more weeks before all his restrictions are lifted.
Snake was still staying in Sam’s guest room and driving back and forth to his MC on days he had business to take care of. Smokey requested a meeting.
“Thanks for meeting me.” Smokey replied.
“Well, the plan was to work through this. We do have a baby to think about.” Sam replied.
“I want to apologize for what happened. I don’t know why I did what I did. All I can say is I’m sorry and it’s not something you’d ever have to worry about again. I talked with Jo and explained she’s my past and you’re my future. I told her to leave and not come back. Raine banned her from the club. I heard she left town. And honestly I’m relieved.” Smokey replied.
“I see.” Sam replied. “You broke my trust in you. I feel betrayed and it’s just going to take time for me to get passed it. If I can.”
“Sam, I love you with everything that I am. I will spend the rest of my life proving it if you let me. I want you and the baby to be my future.” Smokey pleaded.
“I want to believe you. It’s just still too raw. Maybe the pregnancy hormones are playing a big part also.” Sam explained.
“But I also have feelings for Lucas. I need to explore them. I can’t wonder what if. I’d go crazy.” Sam sniffed.
“I understand. I may not like it, but I know I only have myself to blame for this whole situation.” Smokey sighed.
“You knew things were getting confused earlier. And he’s been there for me this whole time. He’s kind and caring. And it’s nice to be the center of someone’s world with no fear of trust.” Sam explained.
“I know. He’s a good guy. I may be jealous as hell you’re with him, but I’m also thankful you have him to take care of you while I can’t.” Smokey replied.
“We’re not sleeping together. We decided to not do that until I can decide what I really want to do moving forward.” Sam explained.
Smokey looked relieved. “If you decide to be with him, will you move to his town?”
“No. My friends, job and baby’s dad are here.” Sam answered. “I’d never keep your child from you, no matter if we’re together or not.”
“Thank you.” Smokey whispered. “I love you and take care of you and our baby.”
“I promise I will.” Sam kissed his cheek before she left.
Sam decided to go surprise Lucas at his clubhouse. She wanted to tell him about her talk and felt like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders. Knowing she needed to explore her feelings in order to move on. What the future held she was unsure. She walked into the clubhouse and saw Hawk.
“Hey Hawk. Where is he?” She asked.
“Office.” Hawk nodded towards the hallway.
Sam walked to his office and stopped at the door. The door was partially open. She heard arguing.
“Look Babs, I told all of you that I’m done with all of you club whores. Have been for a while. You either accept it or leave.” Snake growled.
“Poor Snake. You hang around that slut like a pitiful puppy hoping she’ll throw you a bone. It’s sad. Such a joke. When are you going to man up? Us women have had your back for a long time. I always gave you a good time. You can’t say you didn’t enjoy burying your cock in my boobs and ass!” Babs whined.
Sam wanted to gag.
“Sorry but you think too highly of yourself. You were just one of several to relieve the itch. Nothing more. And you always knew it.” Snake growled.
Sam walked into the office. “Hey handsome! Miss me? Thought I’d see if you wanted to go for lunch?” Sam grinned.
She walked over and pushed Babs out of the way before sitting on his lap and kissing his lips. He wrapped his arms around her smiling. She nestled her butt against his cock making him groan.
Sam finally looked at the club whore. Her very large boobs were half out of her bra like top. Her skintight shorts let half her butt cheeks escape.
“Sorry, don’t think we’ve met.” Sam grinned. “Lucas likes to keep me home a lot. Bibs is it? If you need money for some clothes that actually fit, please let us know. I’m sure the club could spare some money.”
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Snake chuckled.
“Was it something I said?” Sam asked laughing.
“Not that I didn’t enjoy that, but why are you here?” Snake asked.
“Me and Adrian had a talk. He sent Jo packing. And I told him I still needed time. And that I needed to explore my feelings for you.” Sam explained.
“Oh? I like the sound of that. Tell me more.” He smiled.
“I’ve had them for a while but was scared to admit it. And I felt guilty also. But I’m not scared or guilty anymore.” Sam replied.
“So, tell me more about this exploration.” Snake smiled.
“I want to explore all my feelings in all senses.” Sam grinned.
“How hungry are you?” Snake groaned.
“Starving. But, not for food.” Sam smirked.
Snake gabbed her hand and rushed her to his bedroom. Once inside he slammed the door and locked it.
“You’re 100% sure on this?” He asked.
“No. 200% sure.” She grinned.