BONUS CHAPTER
THIRD PERSON’S POV
She looked around in disappointment, seeing as he was yet to return. After they attended Audrey and Logan’s wedding, he had escorted her back to their pack, and left to where she hadn’t an idea, that same night. For 4 days now, he was yet to return, and she couldn’t help the agony she felt within. She hated herself for caring so much, but it was almost impossible. Everyday, Ryan kept opening parts of herself, that she promised to keep closed forever.
She hated how much she missed having him inside her. A few days before Audrey’s wedding, they had gotten into a serious fight, which was partly caused by this certain maid he used to fuck, before she showed up. She couldn’t believe Ryan had defended that woman, over her. What was she even thinking? The fact that they spent one drunken night, sharing some information about their dark pasts, didn’t mean that he would suddenly start to see her as more than his breeder mate. In a way, she did blame herself for their fight, because she had lost her temper for the very first time, and slapped him in the presence of everyone.
And there she had been, thinking she would be able to release the guilt within her, by speaking to Audrey. But Audrey barely had the time to talk with her during the wedding. And she couldn’t blame her, it was her wedding!
‘Maybe you should apologize to him immediately he returns?’ Her wolf suggested, and Rosa shrugged, not really having an idea when he would decide to come back.
Her eyes fell on the table where they normally had sex, and she swallowed hard. Suddenly feeling so hot, she decided to step out for some fresh air.
On getting outside, she realized it was already evening, and it was getting dark. Nonetheless, she needed the air. Answering the greetings of the maids and omegas who walked past her, she head towards the west wing, and there, she saw Gamma Ray. Her face lit up the moment she spotted him. It was safe to say that Ray was the closest friend she had made in the pack. He was very humorous, and understood her even without her speaking. To Rosa, that was all he was. A good friend. But to Ryan and some others, they could see how much Ray liked her.
“Ray!” She grinned, hastening her steps towards him.
“Luna.” He bowed in respect, making her frown.
“Ray we are friends, you don’t have to….”
“Alpha Ryan would have my head on a pike!” He said, making her chuckle.
“Fine. So how has the day been? I’m going for a walk, care to join?”
And that was how Rosa spent a better part of that evening, walking around the castle and conversing with a very happy Ray.
Just as they approached the East wing, Rosa saw the familiar figure of her mate walking towards them. He looked somewhat pissed, making her a bit concerned. Why was he….?
“Rosa, come with me.” Ryan said, interrupting her thoughts.
“Good evening Alpha.” Ray managed, but bent his head in fear, the moment Ryan’s cold stare fell on him.
“Now!” He yelled at Rosa, who flinched in shock. Ryan turned and walked away angrily, and she muttered some apologies to Ray, before following her angry mate behind.
She was surprised to see that he was headed to his chambers, considering that fact that part of their rules, was her avoiding his private chambers. Whenever they had sex, they did in her chambers. Mostly, on her vanity table. The poor vanity had seen a lot in the past months.
He opened the door to his chambers, and she followed him in, feeling uncertain. She watched in confusion as he paced to and fro angrily. After a while, he turned to her and spoke angrily.
“So I leave for an inter pack meeting for just a few days, and you can’t stay on your own?”
“What do you mean?” She asked, wanting to know where he was headed with all these.
“What I mean?! What I mean is, if my cock doesn’t satisfy you enough! Is that why you go around with my Gamma, disrespecting me in the faces of my pack members?!”
Realizing the meaning of what he has said, tears stung Rosa’s eyes as she lifted her hand and landed a clean slap on his face. Immediately she did that, her eyes widened in shock at herself.
This was the second time she was hitting him now, and she hadn’t even successfully apologized for the first one.
Ryan touched his cheek that had just been on the receiving end of Rosa’s anger, nodding slowly. Rosa’s breathing increased, as fear took over her. Was he going to hit her like Andrew used to? What she hadn’t seen coming were his next words.
“Get on the table.” He ordered. What? “Now.” He added sternly, making painful tears sting her eyes.
He wanted to humiliate her, and she knew it.
“Rosa….” He muttered, getting busy unbuckling his belt. “I wouldn’t repeat myself.”
Walking straight to the table in shame, she sat on it as she normally would, but didn’t make any other moves.
“What are you waiting for?” He asked. “Spread your thighs apart.” He walked up to her, roughly spreading her legs and settling in between. “You’re my breeder…. nothing more than that.” He enunciated each word, further breaking her pride.
Choosing to suck it up and not let him see how much hurt his degrading words made her feel, she wore a stoic expression, and voluntarily widened her legs the more, giving him a challenging stare. He chuckled dryly, and vowed to break that ego of hers. Without warning, he placed his hand in between her thighs, and cupped her pussy. His pride skyrocketed when he felt how wet she was, regardless of her anger towards him.
“Hold onto me.” He whispered against her lips, before replacing his hand in her pussy, with his cock.
Feeling his very welcomed intrusion, Rosa fought so hard to not let out a gasp, refusing to hold onto him like he had requested. That didn’t deter Ryan, as he began thrusting into her with intentional strokes.
“Look at me.” He commanded firmly, and her eyes fell on his desire glazed ones. She took note of the sweat that had broken out on his forehead, and it only turned her on the more. She hated her body for reacting so shamefully, but she just couldn’t deny how good he felt within her. How good he always felt! Unable to hold it in anymore, she let out a strangled moan, her arms rounding his neck and clutching him so tightly.
He groaned in approval at seeing her reaction, unable to hold back from saying the next words.
“Tell me you love how I make you feel.” He requested, and she fought so hard to not say those words, or moan so loudly like she wanted. Seeing how stubborn she had chosen to be, he thrust so hard into her, making her release a gasp. “Tell me.” He growled in her face.
“I love how you make me feel. Please don’t stop.” She finally caved in, feeling so ashamed and helplessly gooood!
Her words literally made his world go round, and he connected their lips together, kissing her so passionately. He pounded harder against her pussy, their thighs making a very erotic unified sound, and her moans filling the entire room. He felt the table creaking underneath them, and carried her off it, his cock still buried deeply inside her. Rosa quickly clutched her legs around his waist, as he carried her towards the bed.
Immediately, she broke off their kiss, her eyes lost in desire, as she tried to think properly.
“Y… yo.. your bed?” She stuttered, releasing a low moan.
“Yes, my bed.” He replied, kissing along her neck and making her lose focus for a moment.
“B… but…. the rules.” She managed.This is from NôvelDrama.Org.
“Fuck the rules, Rosa. I want you in my bed.”